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Well i stopped writing , because "writing isn't easy, a series of yes and  no's, do's and dont's of  english grammer, no wonder one tend to lose out what  one intends to be meant "  that is what i would preferably say if asked ,laminating my laziness  up-to the height of concealing .

If asked why,  write again ? may be then i wont be able confute much with battle of conflicted mind and the truth may sputter out like ,"well you see , months has been over i haven't penned down what i feel ,and life past few months have been a revolution for me , time just slips away without me noticing how? i wont have noticed , may be never  thought about it , if it wasn't chills of ending autumn and arriving winter make me cover myself way up my office , if it wasn't the gleaming sun rays which enters my window by 10 am seems to delay its arrival , if it wasn't the landlady  of house behind my office screaming her son  for increase in electricity bills , for forgetting to put off geyser .last year same time,same date, i was busy preparing for my second last semester projects  and this time i am sitting on my designated seat writing report. You see , how much difference of increment of year for 2014 to 2015 have brought in my life. So, as i was going through my old email id , i saw few poems , few unended stories written , so i decided as time does it work to pass without  giving a notice i will write so as to  set a reminder that  when i look back i know ,i lived every moment.