just an inch away

                                             

underneath the same sky,where me and my shadow lie.....
miles away does he....
under  the sparkling stars,shinning moon...
all that  sunken eyes seek's....
pleasure ,happiness he finds in it ......
barren land his bed............
with nothing on .............
still he sleeps in  peace.....
And here i lay.......
 feathery soft bed,woolen blanket .........
to  cover self.....yet!
sleep seems miles, miles, away............

As Mr,sun calls for the day .......
For me,For him the calling is all the same....
my sleepy eye's lay blank....
But he,far away sets...
sanguinely for the day....
for i search happiness in unrealistic  material.....
still unhappy i lay....
But he contended with pebbles,rocks on shore.....
smiles,laugh ...happiness in and out...


Anger ,jealousy,hatred,envy...
Fills and kills the goodness of my soul
awake, but still asleep...
full daylight yet! in dark
pretending convening in darkness i lay....
but in land miles miles away..
i see him...
Goodness of soul reaching bliss...
whose sincerity,acceptance,joy of living his Armour...
killing the darkness...
In dark sky ,like a moon he shines...
 beautiful ,elegant,confidence he stays..

piano,bass, flute................
harmoniously blended creates an enchanting music...
listening ,closing my eyes ,i hear.....
Yet!fails to calm the tempest of my soul......
chirping birds,whispering tree,buzzing bees....
with perfectly blended nature's scent...
whimsical his soul..
no regret, no expectation he lay.......
peaceful as a clear sea..

Admist all happiness,unhappy i lay...
Admist all unhappiness,smile on face he stays...
For everything different ..Yet! the same..
Under same blue sky we shove....
same sun that  wakes the lazy souls....
brevity  lies the same...
and as death calls....
everything get over...
suddenly i see him...
lying next to me.....
Just an inch away.............