sometimes its funny to realize and suddenly comprehend about thoughts that rush in my mind like a stone falling from the height towards gravity. I know i am not all thoughts that come sipping in my mind,nor all thoughts that passes by.Yet thoughts are so powerful that despite trying my best it manages to take all of my time.
For instance the moment i open my eyes, i think about getting up, cooking, then may be reading on the way and suddenly i find myself in conflict with myself in deciding what shall i read the journal which i left incomplete the day before or the book i just started and i give myself all the reason why should i and why shouldn't i, after that i think about all the undone work left at the desk yesterday. I see my watch 15 minutes passed , then i suddenly remember ,i need to buy a shampoo, i think about various products their effect on my hair and somehow i find myself thinking about the recent advertisement about "clinic all clear" i find myself smiling ,happy, and i take out my mobile from the drawer and start clicking picture,in various facial pose.I hear my dad praying at next room , i convenience myself that i am wasting my time. So, i wake up do chant mantras and i find myself infront of bathroom mirror.
The cold weather brings chillness to ones body, but for me it brings dreams, i stare at mirror with blankness in my eyes but my mind i swear is its at peak zenith of its working, until the moment i hear my mom banging the door and i realize i have been thinking. The frost on glasses of window the coldness of water and soon arrival of snow , the word 'snow' activated my dormant mind and i started thinking about the building snowman this winter, i thought of all things required to build it , thought about my brother who might help me to build . I smiled again, and get out of bathroom just to see everyone having breakfast. when things don't go as as thought there is disappointment but i leave it for the next day to start.
On the way the book reading is superseded with the thought of me being a collector,and then i think how i will work as collector and bring changes in the bus, i think of the dustbin, the glasses, ventilator, commuters until i reach office and realize that all i did the whole time was thinking.
For instance the moment i open my eyes, i think about getting up, cooking, then may be reading on the way and suddenly i find myself in conflict with myself in deciding what shall i read the journal which i left incomplete the day before or the book i just started and i give myself all the reason why should i and why shouldn't i, after that i think about all the undone work left at the desk yesterday. I see my watch 15 minutes passed , then i suddenly remember ,i need to buy a shampoo, i think about various products their effect on my hair and somehow i find myself thinking about the recent advertisement about "clinic all clear" i find myself smiling ,happy, and i take out my mobile from the drawer and start clicking picture,in various facial pose.I hear my dad praying at next room , i convenience myself that i am wasting my time. So, i wake up do chant mantras and i find myself infront of bathroom mirror.
The cold weather brings chillness to ones body, but for me it brings dreams, i stare at mirror with blankness in my eyes but my mind i swear is its at peak zenith of its working, until the moment i hear my mom banging the door and i realize i have been thinking. The frost on glasses of window the coldness of water and soon arrival of snow , the word 'snow' activated my dormant mind and i started thinking about the building snowman this winter, i thought of all things required to build it , thought about my brother who might help me to build . I smiled again, and get out of bathroom just to see everyone having breakfast. when things don't go as as thought there is disappointment but i leave it for the next day to start.
On the way the book reading is superseded with the thought of me being a collector,and then i think how i will work as collector and bring changes in the bus, i think of the dustbin, the glasses, ventilator, commuters until i reach office and realize that all i did the whole time was thinking.
