BREATHLESS

                                                
The sight that fills…

the eyes that twinkle…
the heart that flutters……
like a, traveler in a deserted land ,finds water…
the weary eyes sees a person long forgotten…….
Like a autumn wind blowing the leaves…..
Thou love that shines….
Deep rooted ,deep seated……
Somewhere thy cant find
May be ones soul……
Person unknown…, unbound to it…
Atrociously denies its presence…..

For a person who feels…
Knows the best……
Life is a or-gamy….
Whether its west or north winds…..
The flight that test….
One’s soul….
For the fact lies…..
Today or tomorrow…
All we need is …..
Happily ever after….



A Fairy tale that never ends……
AS I see him now……
A visage that distinguishes….
The tongue that chatters…..
All in one remain breathless….!
Maybe he is the one ..

Who makes me BREATHLESS……..

just an inch away

                                             

underneath the same sky,where me and my shadow lie.....
miles away does he....
under  the sparkling stars,shinning moon...
all that  sunken eyes seek's....
pleasure ,happiness he finds in it ......
barren land his bed............
with nothing on .............
still he sleeps in  peace.....
And here i lay.......
 feathery soft bed,woolen blanket .........
to  cover self.....yet!
sleep seems miles, miles, away............

As Mr,sun calls for the day .......
For me,For him the calling is all the same....
my sleepy eye's lay blank....
But he,far away sets...
sanguinely for the day....
for i search happiness in unrealistic  material.....
still unhappy i lay....
But he contended with pebbles,rocks on shore.....
smiles,laugh ...happiness in and out...


Anger ,jealousy,hatred,envy...
Fills and kills the goodness of my soul
awake, but still asleep...
full daylight yet! in dark
pretending convening in darkness i lay....
but in land miles miles away..
i see him...
Goodness of soul reaching bliss...
whose sincerity,acceptance,joy of living his Armour...
killing the darkness...
In dark sky ,like a moon he shines...
 beautiful ,elegant,confidence he stays..

piano,bass, flute................
harmoniously blended creates an enchanting music...
listening ,closing my eyes ,i hear.....
Yet!fails to calm the tempest of my soul......
chirping birds,whispering tree,buzzing bees....
with perfectly blended nature's scent...
whimsical his soul..
no regret, no expectation he lay.......
peaceful as a clear sea..

Admist all happiness,unhappy i lay...
Admist all unhappiness,smile on face he stays...
For everything different ..Yet! the same..
Under same blue sky we shove....
same sun that  wakes the lazy souls....
brevity  lies the same...
and as death calls....
everything get over...
suddenly i see him...
lying next to me.....
Just an inch away.............

past is important

                                     

 you  say , forget past ......
 sorry i cant.....
words describes action the best....
not the feelings ...
feelings of a shattered dream,unrequited love...
the tales of broken heart...
the past is what made me who i m now...
strong,free,visioned,focused...
all that person need to be....

you say,focus on future...
sorry i cant...
intricate feelings that mesmerized ..
the  heart,of a hot blooded soul...
to get nothing ,yet lost all
for which,the tears that  fills..
on the eyes that once twinkled...
forgetting seems insane...
dumb stuck by action i lay...


past do matter....
sometimes it don't....
bringing out best in you ....
like a phoenix one may rise...
yet! as the past knots the living soul...
unleashing seems harder....
destruction of oneself seems easier....
accept  the past ,focus on future..
live in present ...
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR GOOD:)

THE DAY IN A YEAR

                                   
chirping birds that flaunts over the morning dawn...
whimpering bushes to furious roaring stream that flows....
creating acoustic morning alarm....
falling rain that fills dry land long forgotten..
tapping near the window..
waking a lazy soul.....
suns warmth that kills the long winter y cold...
as the heat reaches my tiny feet...
alas!i lose  and wake up in cold winter y day....
clock strike...,
seconds turn into minutes hour followed by....
until  the blue carpet of my love shove....
rhythmic symphony of dogs howl....
virtual life a tales of human miseries,agonies,brevity lies in front of my eyes.....
as calmness of night fills with invisible joy or a sadness nothing to do with myself.....
a sheer waste of time  still.....
mind that controls habituated seeks it....
as  the rounding clock alarms....
dreamy eyes faces ,wall  "a secret holder".
revealing the truth to thing lifeless...
the tempest mind calms down...
thus i close my weary eyes....
preparing to go.....
land far beyond....
were m the king ....
GOODNIGHT....

melancholia

                                                 

shaping dreams, shaping lives.....
living admist yes and nos,do's and dont....
times goes on...
leaving nothing but .....
memories to cherish ....
memories to regreat....
nothing last forever ....
a fact that i knew...
reality rested on a peak of lies....
judging myself ....
as if something might change...
convincing myself ...
as if everything is great...
introspection myself getting hard...
more i realize more lonesome it feels....
laughter with no happiness.....
smile with tears within me...
walking alone ad mist group...
music brings no joy...
dancing  gives no pleasure
seriously...i got it...
 the call of "melancholia"